You’ve heard terms and stories, you can obviously dream and imagine, and yet somehow real life has not lived up to the hopes. Not always, if at all, and not consistently, and nowhere frequently enough.
But you more than deserve to live and enjoy amazing sensual experiences. Every woman does. You are capable of having it.
Sometimes the best way of having something is just having it; intentionally. Not as a hoped for fringe benefit of a hard to maintain connection, not as the result of a compromised and risky gamble, but as a deliberate engagement with everything you crave: attention, respect, understanding, expert touch, a journey along all the contours of the landscape of pleasure. Leave no stone unturned and no path untraveled.
When I see the joy on a face of a woman who hasn’t experienced it in a long time I know I’ve done good.