You ever hurt so bad that u need a should to cry on and have no one. Im at that point im a guy yes we are told don't show emotions i get it . Right now i dont care life sucks and when i needed someone to talk to theres no one someone to hold no one . I get the fact and know someone going to say its your choice to be alone. Yep it is but if been there for so many, broke every driveing law to make sure thay were ok. Went threw hell and back to save them stand next to them in the fire. Now i need someone to hold and cry on your shoulder no ones around . LIFE SUCKS when i need it the most im all alone