Do I start with greetings!!! Sometimes I feel this world isn't fair enough, as a normal human you try everything and anything to balance your life but Noooo one side is heavier than the other. You stand,look round and realise home isn't the place to go back to ,why? the people you left behind looks up on you,got hopes on you,they keep calling you about one thing or the other that needs fixing. But what hurts most is being stuck and not being able to get even food for your one parent you left with. You got kids to feed,bills to settle and the whole world on your shoulders. It HURTS it PAINS. Am not entitled neither am I seeking sympathy just lamenting to strangers so I can be relieved. Maybe things could be different if my late father and late boyfriend were alive, maybe if one of them was alive,I don't know. AND PLEASE DON'T COME INBOX WITH SEX FAVOURS AM ALREADY TIRED. Am a lady for those who might have missed it. Have a great time everyone.