It’s been a year and I still feel very small. No one really looks for me. I’m not entirely sure if it’s my fault. I used to have a lot of friends and I used to go out all the time used to have a good job nice apartment but beneath it all, I didn’t really have any of that. I think it was a façade even to myself and even as I sit here after I’ve reached out to people to tell them I’m in town. I’ve spent a week alone. What a fool. No one no job no life