Not gaslight you that it mattered (matters) less than it did (does).
Not negate you by saying you were only a "fellow traveler."
Not ignore the cosmic connection that remerged after 20 years.
Not acknowledge that I still wanted you till I was pressed into it.
Not forget that the connection existed long ago and that I used to know what it meant.
Not pretend that any woman in this lifetime or the next will ever come close to what we had.