I'm writing this cause all of my life I have been shy of speaking up, What I'm writing about now is there is a woman who I would do anything to go on a date with , But I am crippled with fear of rejection that it is so fustrating that Now I'm angry at myself. This person is SO strikingly beautiful to me that the fear is that much more that I can't describe it correctly. Anyway I was sitting outside on my walkway and she came down the stairs and , well she was hot !! What I should have said was that she looked beautiful and all I could say was have a good time and be careful driving , God Damm it !! Why couldn't I say something like YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL ! WHY ? My only answer is that , I wound't want her to think that I'm ....not worth her time. I have prayed to GOD for a sign that --- If I should or shouldn't go for it. Yes I have freinds that say that go for it , the worst thing that can happen is that she would turn me down. God why am I so shy ? Loser ?