Im a 50 year old with no friends to talk to nor do i have someone to hold .I live at home with my mother and I'm not happy. Im on disability so I don't have the means to change my situation. I don't really know what I'm looking for but I do know that I'm very lonely and haveing a really hard time keeping it together. I don't do therapy or anything on that line just don't see the point. So this is my plea for ???