I met you on here back in 19. We chatted a few times. We just clicked. Same home lives. Wanting more than we had at home. We met by chance one day. Then it felt like it was supposed to be. A whole new world for both of us. We were each others center. We wanted to be one. Willing the blend our families. You left. For him. I was crushed. I always wanted to be your person to make you smile. I did just that for as long as you allowed. You moved on. I’m trying. I still think of you. All these yrs later I’m still trying. Just the sound of your voice I would melt. All my daily bs, gone just by you saying”hey”. And that was just over the phone. In person you had another way. You would make the world stop. I could focus on you by putting your hands on each side of my face. Most times you just stared at me until I calmed down. Other times you kissed me. I miss that the most. Why did you have to go? You said it was our time. I had never felt loved as much as I did when I had you. I know I did the same for you. You said so. We had so many great times. I looked forward to a lifetime of those moments. I guess that was only ment for one of us. I miss you. I miss your calming touch. I miss everything. Where ever you are now I hope you are loved. That was the grand plan all along. To be loved. I just wanted that chance with you.