Nothing like hitting the gym and benching 205!! Love it, curling 110, getting stronger. Starting on my 11th month. Feeling great. Shoulder and back are feeling better. Get back to my goal. Benching 225 by the end of the year. Probably won't happen. Maybe next year. Its a working progress. Had a nice weekend. Full of rest and having lunch with family. It was nice. Thanksgiving is this month. Holidays are especially hard since Mom passed away. Miss her alot. Not been easy, and I won't ever be. Gotta keep my head up and move forward. Still have an emptiness in my heart though. Still the feeling of floating on a raft with no general direction. That in and of itself is painful